Multiple sclerosis and cancer are struggles. And it's painful to recognize that every day is a battle. Because I don't want every day to be a battle. And when I recently decided to create content for a Sclerodeo every single day I made a decision that I would talk about that battle every single day. And that's a bit of a burden. But I think trudging through that burden will make life better even if it removes me from some moments of happy denial that I could otherwise have.